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Also hey I got a new laptop battery, but it isn't filled with unlimited power, so I'm going to try to make this brief. I really don't have another outlet to write this down, even though thinking about it has made me consider a blog on a different platform or something. I certainly don't want to post it directly to tumblr because I don't want the nightmare of reblogging it would become OR to feel like it stings when it gets ignored entirely.

I'm putting it under a cut since we usually try to be polite and filter these topics.

Religion Stuff Below )

Creator Reveals & What's Next

Oct. 21st, 2017 07:21 pm
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Creators have been revealed! Stay tuned in the next week or so for a discussion post (what you liked about the exchange, what you'd like for us to do differently, etc), and the requirements for unbanning oneself from future rounds.

Loneliness

Oct. 15th, 2017 10:50 pm
we_protect_each_other: "you're not entirely wrong" (tommykate)
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I just feel so alone in trying to be an adult. I know that maybe it just means that I'm childish, but I am so exhausted. I almost feel worse than before fall break happened, even though I know I desperately needed the sleep if nothing else to recover myself. I also got to go to the doctor and to get a tooth repaired.

I wish that today could have happened before today. My dad awakened in rare form, ready to take on... everything that should have been peacefully arranged this week. He wanted to get the oil changed on my mom's car and mine and asked for my credit card to do it. I'm living here with no consistent bills or contributing but the cell phones and stuff, so it's fair. Then he decided we HAD to wash mom's car. Then he decided we HAD to have another light on my car looked at, piece of crap that it is.

And I'm coming down off being off my antidepressants for several days now. I think I have to do this, but I don't know if I'm going to be okay without trying another drug family. I'm already getting short-fused, emotionally. I haven't broken down sobbing like that in months and months except the day after the worst day I ever had at work so far, but I am still swollen, still sore, and tired. The thing is, I told my dad that if he would just WARN me before he needs my time commitment I would respond much better, but he has some kind of anxiety related control issue where it's like he needs to be be obeyed at once in order to cope with his own sense of spiraling. Toxic masculinity much.

Today ended okay but it was hell getting here, and I am already feeling like I am being sentenced to going through motions I can't possibly perform adequately by going back to work.

(no subject)

Oct. 15th, 2017 02:29 am
we_protect_each_other: "the only difference is, i would have stuck the landing... let the world burn. but you didn't." (casekiel)
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This is how I have felt all day. I feel so grossly incompetent to return to my job on Monday after this fall break. When I can breathe through it, I think maybe it's gonna be just fine. I'll be tired but maybe more prepared for this nine weeks. But then I experience the terror again. Why is being an adult so hard? I want to work closer to home so, so, so badly.

AO3 Unrevealed Works Bug

Oct. 13th, 2017 09:41 pm
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 There are some works showing up as Unrevealed in the collection. I've been told I can fix that on the mod end by unapproving and reapproving your fic/art. If your gift, or your work, is showing up as unrevealed, comment below with your username (and title of the work, if you're the gifter and not the giftee), and I'll see what I can do! Comments are screened, so only mods will be able to see them.

Small Update

Oct. 13th, 2017 09:25 pm
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 The collection is open again, continue treating as you will. It will be open until the beginning of the 2018 round.

Collection Revealed!

Oct. 13th, 2017 06:07 pm
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Works are now revealed, and the collection is closed! If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to let us know via comment, PM, or email. Enjoy the collection, and let your author/artist know what you thought of your gift! 

Archive will go live at 6pm EDT!

Oct. 13th, 2017 08:37 am
shopfront: Source: Flashforward. Janis and Maya about to kiss. (FF - [Janis/Maya] let me kiss you)
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All the post-deadline pinch hits are in (thank you to our wonderful pinch-hitters!), which means that barring last minute catastrophes or unexpected errors we will be going live later today as planned!

For those working on last minute treats and edits, the collection will not go live before 6pm EDT so you still have a little more time. Countdown here.

Pinch Hit #43

Oct. 10th, 2017 07:33 pm
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 Due: Oct 12 at 6 pm EDT. Claim by commenting at the Google Group or emailing femslashexmod@gmail.com

Pinch Hit #43 Claimed!
Fandoms: Dangan Ronpa - All Media Types, Persona 5, サムライフラメンコ | Samurai Flamenco, Fandom:私がモテてどうすんだ | Watashi ga Motete Dousunda | Kiss Him Not Me, Fire Emblem: If | Fire Emblem: Fates,   Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series) 
Medium/s: Fanfic, fanart

Pinch Hit #42

Oct. 10th, 2017 02:17 pm
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 This pinch hit is due ASAP (preferably by Thursday Oct 12, 6 pm, if not sooner, but that is negotiable). Claim by commenting at the Google group or emailing femslashexmod@gmail.com

Pinch Hit #42 Claimed!
Fandoms: Grace and Frankie, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, Jane the Virgin
Medium/s: Fanfic
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